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This is ridiculous.

Why don’t you just clarify for me why we aren’t “together” together? I don’t understand. I look like HER, I talk like HER, and sing like HER? There has to be something that is just ME and MINE. When I talk to you, all I can think of is how you might not like me for ME. That SHE is constantly in your head when we talk. I’m in too deep for my own good and that scares me. I am so FUCKING SCARED. I am usually so good at guarding my heart and my feelings, but somehow, you took that ability away. My heart is YOURS, which is gonna suck if/when you don’t pick me :’( I don’t know what to do. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pick me. Heartbreak is not an option I want to deal with, especially right after daddy died. I can’t do it. Please just say yes and pick me because you care for ME, not the reminder I bring for you.